My life is sucked !!!

Guess I've screwed up everything .. Everything seems to get from bad to worse ..

My life is very stressful at the moment , and the difficulty in balancing life with studies and relationship is creating increased stress for me... Haiz...

Reality is freaking cruel , can i run away, avoid and escape reality?? I am stuck in the present !!!! I am stuck in this awful situation where I dont know what is going on and what is gonna happen next... But I dont want to go back to the past .. How bout future ??? time machine ?? Nay , i dont think my future can get any better ... Idiot, why am I being so pessimistic ... pathetic retard chimpanzee ..


I've messed up everything ... What Have I Done ... Why is everyone ignoring me ??

Found a song that portrays my feelings now.. An old song .. Just gonna type out the important part

Do you ever feel like breaking down? (yeah , breaking )
Do you ever feel out of place? ( yup yup)
Like somehow you just don't belong (so true...)
And no one understands you ( i wonder how u read my mind )
Do you ever want to run away? (from reality but not runaway from home)
Do you lock yourself in your room? ( when bathing lo..)
With the radio on turned up so loud ( radio in the hall..)
That no one hears you screaming ( cant do that .. too quite at home)
No you don't know what it's like (YOU DONT KNOW)
When nothing feels alright ( completely nothing)
You don't know what it's like (YOU DONT KNOW)
To be like me ( dont be like me .. never !!)
To be hurt, (hurt so bad)
to feel lost ( lost in nowhere)
To be left out in the dark ( during daytime also left out la)
To be kicked when you're down ( kick right at my ass)
To feel like you've been pushed around ( centripetal force = mv2/r)
To be on the edge of breaking down ( ready to jump down )
And no one's there to save you ( save me, mr. noBody..)
No you don't know what it's like ( YOU DONT KNOW)
Welcome to my life ( GET LOST... you're not welcome)
Do you wanna be somebody else? ( Mmm.. who?? ? somebody hot la)
Are you sick of feeling so left out? ( so so sick, dying)
Are you desperate to find something more ( depends on what is the "something")
Before your life is over?(..soon)
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? ( i dont hate la//.. but stuck la)
Are you sick of everyone around? ( maybe some with face problem..)
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies ( those conners....!!!)
While deep inside you're bleeding (blood is oozing like shit)
Welcome to my life ( yes ah??!!)
Welcome to my life (whatever la !!!)


Doing this is actually kinda fun... haiz... tons of problems are needed to be solved but i dont think i cant manage to find a solution for them... So.... sick ...

I wanna go to the beach that free from bitches and bitching
I wanna have a lorry of chocolates in my house and stuff my mouth with chocolates ...(somebody told me eat chocolate can cause people to shock sendiri... )

Damn !!!!

As I said , i m gonna blog bout TEGPAL in this post ... REVENGE !!!!


I guess there is only one word to describe him.... CONNER .. Omg... Tegpal like to invade my privacy.. GGrrrrr.... Why do u like to read my messages ???? So mean.. cant u read somebody else inbox but mine... Hey, dude... u have read my messages not only once but.... 1 2 3 4 5 ... uncountable times.... How i wish a bird would shit on the cone ur head//..(sorry, i dunno wat that sharp thing called) Long-curl-hair-bun ???...wuahahah...


Bout the message, obviously i was kidding... even a Down syndrome kid would know those messages were totally jokes ... do u think my heart pumps faster every second ??...it's over-exaggerated la... but the make-up thingy is true la... but it's NOT because i wanna let somebody see !!!!! .. I think there is no point for me to explain everything... I just dont want u guys to misunderstand bout our relationship .. I dont want to be called a cheap-ass or bitch .. welll , nevermind , i give up...


Last but not least... TEGPAL ..... u better WATCH-OUT!!!!!

ONE UTAMA.....


Went to One Utama with QIAN MIN(the "chubby gal..*ahem*) , FONG JIUAN(the hyper-active gal) AND CHAI PING(the blur-blur gal) today......

A super fun and funny gathering ... laughing non-stop like mad-crazy-38-auntie .. I guess those people in the restaurant were irritated by us ... thanks to fong jiuan and qian min which talked so loud like an amplifier with 500 Hz and 200 volts.... Cam whoring all the way in BBQ Plaza ... the tak-tahu-malu fong jiuan begged the waitress to take the picture of 4 of us.. haha..

Heard from fong jiuan that Jia shern is going to Australia .. So , we walked around One Utama to find a perfect gift for him .. actually fong jiuan wanted to buy a sexy-swimming-trunk for him but she didn't know the the size of his ass or maybe his ....hehehe.. she was to shy to call him and ask for his size ....Haiz.. what a Shy-shy gal ... So, we had no choice but to buy him a jacket .. GREEN COLOUR ...

While we were wandering around the new wing, we saw a reporter interviewing an uncle and the camera-man was recording the whole process... I guess it might be broadcast in the TV2 news later .... since fong jiuan and I are so so thick-face , we walked pass the uncle twice in hope that our faces might appear on TV ..ahahah... We made a "peace sign" and using it to scratch our head when passed by the uncle... Kinda pissed off the camera-man ..he stared at us with his evil-unholy eyes.. so scary ~~~~ hahaha.. hope the news would broadcast on TV news .. We might get popular..wuahahahah

Stop by at JUICE WORK to get some rest and drinks .. Well, QIAN MIN ordered '' SLIMMING PARADISE" ...hahaha.... y??




Fong jiuan is wearing(with love) the green jacket she bought for Jia shern ..I wonder why qian min and fong jiuan could come out with so many lame poses....



After that, went for a " free-trying-clothes" session.....

Biting the clothes is not allowed in the fitting room .. QIAN MIN!!!!
Why are u so horny ,FONG JIUAN.. those obscene poses..hahaha..
CHAI PING is wearing a Tarzan-look-alike dress..


After 1 year of waiting , finally could hang out with them,spending some time to strengthen our friendship bond .... Thank you very much gals!!!

Received loads of souvenirs from all over the world.. ahaha.. Thanks to my friends...^^... Really adore those souvenirs and thanks u guys for giving me those lovely and meaningful souvenirs.. i really appreciate them...



From Joel ** sorry for putting this retarded photo of u ..
coz u treat me so bad, i can't help but put some really
horrible photo..wuahahaha... as a revenge




From Poulina ** I still cant figure out what animal is that (left)
kangaroo?? deer??


From Vin Soon ** A purse with an elephant .. are u giving me
a hint bout..... ~~~



From Sally ** LOVE the key chain... bout the photo..erm.. CoOoL..



From Kari ** Ancient-Egyptian- paper... ??



From Dee Mei ** really appreciate ur handwork... From the
neat-sewing , I know u'll be a GREAT housewife
hahaahah...


From Zowy ** Minney-mouse scrunchy .. yeah.. Btw.. I'm 19
this year.... LOL

In spite of no driving license , I still can drive !!! Ya, I am an illegal driver and driving without a license is against the rules ,so what??? !!! I am not gonna drive to One Utama or Mid-Valley... I m just driving around my area and the furthest i can go is ---my Club ... So, no big deal...

I still dunno how to park my car.. Omg .. parking is my nightmare.. I can't judge the distance of my car and the car beside me from driver seat.. I cant do reverse parking and side parking .. only manage to do li-theng-style parking. .. I guess I know why Sally could bang 6 cars in a day....hahaha....





looks like those scene in the movie..... Going for a gang-fight scene




Posing + driving


well.. so difficult to pose while driving


sis posing... who is the cameraman---->me(driving)


Reflection from car... artistic !!!!

Another creative product by TIEW LI THENG
*CLAP CLAP*

I have discovered something really cool and fun... Let's take a look at my latest creation...
wuahahaha