Feel very restless now, Nobody at home...
College reopen soon , and i haven't touched any homework ,haven't done any revisions ... Omg , What should I do??... I'm not in the mood to do anything now... When i'm not doing anything, i love to let my imagination run wild ....When my imagination run wild , I would either feel super-depressed or super-excited.....
Well, sometimes , I think i'm abnormal with abnormal and mutated genes.... not physically but mentally ... And I hate myself for hating everyone all of a sudden... I can hate u this minute and the next minute , hatred is gone ... I get irritated by anything, anyone , anywhere , any moment easily if i m in a bad mood.. But I dont show it , Hence nobody knows... I dont wanna hurt anybody's feeling as I know how it feels when one is being hurt... And I try not to hurt anyone.. If I do , too bad, U r the unlucky one...
And I know there are many people outside there hate me , curse me ... Do u think I care ??? Yes, of course i do .... Nobody doesn't care bout negative comment ,but depends on how u handle it, how serious u take it..... I admit i still dont know how to overcome this matter , no matter how good you are , how kind you are , there are always people who bitch bout you .. For example , if u r a kind person, somebody might jealous of u , and think that u r a hypocrite ... If u have a sense of humour, somebody might think u r pretentious... Dont u think it's unfair ... ?? people with great understanding would understand which is truth and which is a lie..Bitching about people is actually no-big-deal depends on how close it is to the truth ... If what u said is what everyone sees or the truth,then it's alright and enjoyable .. But if u are those GENIUS with great imagination who create those untrue stories out of jealousy, Get lost , u rat ass!!! I believe everyone does comment or bitch bout people , and I do ... Sometimes, i comment bout that girl dressing, this guy having boobs ,that bitch behaviour , and I can't help it ... I guess that's karma, for anyone i bitched about, there's another person that bitched about me..... p/s --> this post does not involve any of my close friend, anyone from PM9.. (not u Zowy,ahaha)but somebody outside there...
It's totally gone .
& it will never be the same anymore!
12:43 PM
